Well, I've been waiting for this day for ages. The day where, I might actually stand a chance. Today, albeit the fact that you just treated me WAY BETTER compared to normal, it really, really just made me feel better. It made me feel as though the whole world was juxtaposition-ed right back into equilibrium. Thanks to your smile, hahah. I'm such a pathetic, hopeless romantic, am I not?
I'm so tired, ever ever so tired. However, I haven't been updating lately, and I guess that I really have to. Alright, so today's Monday! The first day of the last week of School for term 2. How's it going so far? Very well, indeed. (: Well, it's the first day of the week, and it started off pretty beautifully, what else can I say?
I'm sorry, babe. These feelings, are so palpable. Eeeh and they kinda suck :/. But your smiling makes me feel all the better, of course. And I will prolly get over these feelings soon. Is this love, or is it just, another crush? Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I wish you'd understand. You're just, the one. And darling, you're freaking freaking adorable.
Thanks. (:
What a lousy blogger I have become, and how much everyone is asking me to use tumblr nowadays, but I'm a faithful and committed person. You'll never catch me changing to tumblr, blogger. Because i know that you'll love me more than tumblr ever could, HAHAHA. (L).
somewhere too far for us to find.
Wednesday, 19 May 2010
welcome to my life. @ 03:36
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
I think that's a pretty, pretty picture. ): Masochistic, much?
Not really, I guess. It kinda sums up altogether how I kinda feel. I don't really feel like posting anymore. It's just, kinda.. Upsetting. No point really.
so true. so freaking true. I'm sorry, guys.
somewhere too far for us to find.
Friday, 14 May 2010
you taught me the ways of desire, now it's taking it's toll. @ 07:25
RA-RA-RA-AHA.
Heya, I live a boring life. I think everyone hates me, it's just so complicated. ):
Am I a bitch? Maybe I am, after all. D: for the many stupid things I've did. However, it has absolutely no reflection on how I feel about him.
Hmm, they only wrote about friendship love. What a dense writer, they should go on to write about how sometimes, we just love someone for their imperfections... And how we just simply can't have what we want. Well today, school as per normal. I felt segregated somehow, this just proves on to show how much I don't fit into Nanhua, at all.
Yeah, Audrey, why not try? Because I can't bring myself to, it's something not many will understand unless having experienced it before first hand. It's just, pretty much ineffable. But here am I, explaining the ineffable, am I not? ):
Love can't be forced, love can only be made. Love can't be bought, it can only be given. (Wow sounds pretty boomz to me 8D) Thats all I'm going to say. Sigh. And heartbreak hurts. Like shit, but should it all work out, it'll be really beautiful.
"Look what happens, with a love like that.. It lights the whole sky." Love. What a weird thing. Anyway, I'mma went home with Hazel today, and had lots of fun at City Vibe talking about guys. LOL. yes, we are very terribly dense people, and we love boys. However, she thinks the guys I like are fugly :/. No they aren't omg.
He makes me smile. Yes, indeed he does. Oh dear, there goes my heart again. See, it's given away very simply. You just have to catch my eye, and I would gladly fall for you. But note, I'm not that freaking dense such that I'd take anyone. Your personality captures my heart, not your looks. (: And note, I always listen to my heart.
Therefore I really can tell that I like you. (: It's okay if you don't like me, I think. I've got my friends. (: hahah. And oh Hazel's in love too. With GSM. xD. HAHAHAHHA. Sigh. Everyone's life's like so perfectly happy, I don't know why i can't find my happiness. Maybe I'm an abnormality or something.
Meanwhile, I'm going to do what I never did in my whole life before, and don't ever plan to ever do again.
Well honey, guess what? I'm doing exactly just that. I'll keep doing that, till the feelings just stop. It will, I promise. But that doesn't mean it won't be as hard as it is going to be. Just that I believe I am strong enough to embark on such a treacherous task. I'll just be someone, the person that I'm not.
So, does anyone actually know who the real Audrey is? Hahah, most of you do actually.
Just that, the real one isn't the one that many wish to see, because they think that she's a real bimbo.
I'm not a bimbo dearies, I think my marks can account for that fact. (:
However, I speak like a bimbo sometimes, maybe? And I'm most definitely a revengeful bitch.
Here's the end, because I'm really tired already. On a lighter note, good luck to all 14 year old debaters in the world out there! Tomorrow's the U-14s, and I most certainly hope you guys do well.
Not to mention the fact that I am slightly envious at the prospect of everyone prepping up a good debate and having fun debating. Oh why, oh why, did I quit?
Well, never fear my friends, be it whether you're a debater or not. Because be it whether failing in debates or failing in life, it's just normal.
Just give it your all, and I ensure you'll be happy. Because you won't live a life of regret. I love you guys, very very much. (: Sleep well, babes.
somewhere too far for us to find.
Wednesday, 12 May 2010
what did you think, i was putting you out for? @ 03:51
Cuz you weren't true.. :(
Why... Oh well..
Anyway, today was. The epitome of boredom. I don't mind going to old folk's homes. But please, won't they speak English? UGHH. And I realized how urgently I MUST transfer out of Nanhua. You see, Chinese O Levels next year; if I stay in Nanhua. Therefore, I'mma must go. Time to study. See, I'm really really motivated. Screw you, ACSI. Your fault, you're just so tempting.
Cute boys, hello. And most of them are ENGLISH-BASED, woo.
My father loves the ACS spirit, and my brother's from ACSJ :/.
ACS's compound looks hot, compared to Nanhua.
ACSI is great, face it.
And I'm great too. Greatness fit with greatness. Therefore, Audrey is going to ACSI. Now, all I need is to study hard. I'm doing alright with my English already, anyway. HAHAHAH. A1 (L). But, my chinese really needs improvement.(HEHEHHE, ACSI does NOT look at Chinese (: )
Yeah, anyway, more philosophical crap, because I don't wanna talk about my day anymore. LOL. Not that it sucks or anything, just that nothing much noteworthy, so why bother? Anyway, Audrey really has to improve her English, so here's the word of the day. (YES, new section. LOL).Word of the day: Malapropism.
(ml-prp-zm)
n.
1. Ludicrous misuse of a word, especially by confusion with one of similar sound.
2. An example of such misuse.
HMMMMMMMMM. So here's my aim for today, use Malapropism once in my blog, not counting the one used for definition. Alright, so here anyway. Something that I wanted to write about for a long long time already. (:
Audrey Susan Chua on parents that don't understand us.
Not as though my parents don't understand me. I think they do. In a kind of, subdued way, I guess? :/ Today my morning was screwed and I was about to cry. In school. Seriously. Thank my mother for that then. She epic uses many many malapropisms in her "Audrey, you are too young.." Speech, and just correcting her confirms an even bigger headache, gosh.
Here's a humorous example.
"Audrey, you're being affluenced by your wealthy friends."
"Wow gee mother, my friends sure tend to give me money, don't they?"
"What do you mean?"
"Influenced, mom. Not affluenced."
"Oh shut up. Don't you dare talk back to me."
Hon-nest-lee. Mother, it's called correction of one's mistakes. That's a very very ironic malapropism, however. Seeing as Affluence and Influence is so epic different HAHAHHAHAHA. Well, anyway, I've finished my goal, yet I haven't finished what I was supposed to do, yet. (Audrey on non-understanding parents.) Therefore, let's move on.
Well, why did I touch on this topic, huh? Because I realized how un-understanding, parents are nowadays. They just can't seem to get the fact that "times have changed" into their minds, and here I am, trying to prove to them why. -Let's hope my mother reads my blog, then.-
So anyway, I woke up today, and my mother scolded me for many many reasons. Main reasons? My phone bill(which went down A LOT), and my apparent "rudeness".
Well, so my mother wants me to send a total of TEN. Yes, TEN. 1 and a 0. Messages. Per Day. Hey. 10 per day. You got that right, thats not a typo, nor is there anything wrong with your eyes. Yes, you probably look something like that now..
Well, I don't blame you. Thats exactly how I looked after my mother said that. She said this to me in return.
"Hey, I send a total of lesser than 5 messages PER DAY, Audrey."
Well, mother, times have freaking changed. So when you were young, you didn't have a phone at my age, yes I know. I count myself lucky for being in this century too, being in such a century provides me epic ways of communicating with my friends and everything. But mother. 10 messages is a seriously unreasonable number in many ways, and the only good point would be that my phone bill would be epic cheap, but whatever mother. What-freaking-ever. I don't give you an unreasonable phone bill, all in all, mother. So what the shingz are you talking about?
No, I don't! And honestly, compare your age to my age, mother. Thats not fair, because you're way older. And you probably don't even have to keep in touch with your friends, seeing as you see your friends at work everyday. POINT IS, I DON'T SEE ALL MY FRIENDS IN SCHOOL. Some of my friends are from other schools, and other classes. And relationships HAVE to be maintained, because my friends are really important people in my life. So theoretically, should you ban me from messaging, or messengering, you'd be literally destroying my life.
I have a life. Thanks, mother. I have an alright sized friendship circle, and there you go ruining it. Thanks.
Next thing, on to my apparent "rudeness". Hey mommy, I'm not rude. I don't spew vulgarities out like some people I know. I can control myself, esp. in front of people that I respect, aka my parents. So you say, I'm so rude that no one in their right minds will ever want to talk to me? I beg to differ, mother. Firstly, why are you even bothering to lecture me should you even think I'm not worth being talked to? Isn't lecturing someone, placing someone at a point which you really respect and love? Thanks for that, so why even insult me by saying that in the first place. Is this some kind of indirect malapropism that I don't get?
What a cute baby. Anyway, you just don't understand mother. I respect you, I don't treat your rudely. But how do you think I'd feel, if you spend your time lecturing me over and over and over again over some crap that I don't even feel like I did wrong?
Try placing yourself in my shoes then. imagine yourself in this situation.
So apparently, you've a really big love for debating, and stating facts in ways that actually pisses people off. And when your mother says that your brother's going to the hospital, for a class trip, you go like..
Eh, won't he catch any diseases or something? I mean, it's like contagious, right?
Okay, thats a stupid remark I admit. But true, nonetheless. Plus don't you guys actually bother getting the fact that my brother is 6 INTO YOUR HEAD? Young people = weaker immune systems = not more efficient in fighting bacteria as compared to our bodies = without care; falls sick easily.
No? Ugh. Think, actually think people. For once, try to think. How unfair is it, for me?
Plus sad things abound in my life. I think should you have a feather, you could knock me out with it already. Because I'm stressed, epicly. The end. ):
somewhere too far for us to find.
Monday, 10 May 2010
do you wish we'd fall in love? @ 04:38
WHEE. Hahah, albeit all the sadness I've been going through these days, I really really managed to keep my back straight and life my chin up. I knew that my strength would pay off, and it really did. Sunday was grand, and so was today(Monday). (:
Alright, Sunday. Tuition. That's all. LOL. I guess it was, kinda fun? :/. AT LEAST JIANLI WENT WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D. -No more emoing- AHHAHAHAHAH. And I love gangan's tuitions, after all. He'ssa really great, eh! Hmm, whats so interesting about tuition? WELL, lots of horny craps. HAHAHAH. Cuz most of the guys there are from single gendered schools, and even those that come from mixed schools are really sick homg. LOL -points at Zonghan-
AND NO, Audrey Susan Chua is NOT horny as hell. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. (: i'M AN INNOCENT PERSON OKAY. Okay, well, because Zonghan was like saying, "EH why you so sleepy, what did you do yesterday night." I MEAN HELLOOOOOOOO THAT JUST SOUNDS DAMN WRONG. YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION WOULD BE THAT HE'S IMPLYING SOMETHING SICK RIGHT.
Alright, so maybe I'm not that pure either? I admit I'm not, okay fine. HAHAHAH. But still, YOU'RE SICK FOR IMPLYING THAT D: And Mr Gan calls you Tiko-Han for a reason what. LOL. (:
And omg, I think that last last week apparently had tuition or something O.O. I thought didn't have. Then I told jianli not to go also. LOL SHIT LAA HAHAHAHHAHA :X.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEH So screwed omg. LOL.
Okay anyways, on to todaytodaytoday. Today rocks (: I love cheering my friends on as they run 2.4, yo! Zihighed in the morning with Hazel. We ended up putting a "yo!" behind every sentence, and pissed people off to high heavens.
Then went to cheer Jowell and Shavonne on for 2.4. I love running with them HAHAHAHHA. Went to the start line with Weikit + Elaine to start timing them, and guess who I saw!! :D :D :D
ALVIN TAN SHUFENG. AHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Then I went like, "JIAYOU ALVINNNNNNN." Then he go lift his hands up in a gay wave like he always does. HAHAHHA. He runs like epic slow you see. So I caught up with him HAHAHAH. HOW HUMILIATING AIN'T IT, SEC 2 CATCH UP WITH SEC 4. aiyoyoyoyo.
Then went back to class. Had lessons, talked lots of crap with Junyuan and Dylannnnnn(:. HAHHAHA. They're my newly proclaimed new best friends. Okay, then I emoed. Cuz I epic flunked Geography(AGAIN, ZZZZZZZZ. Seems like I can get A1 without much efforts for Hist, but I FAIL GEOG, even after studying), and IS. ): Okay, IS not very scared cuz I did well for my project(94 marks/100 marks) which is like 50% of the overall, so it can't be that bad. :P
AND I LOVE MY ENGRISH MARKS. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. ALMOST GOT HIGHEST IN CLASS ZZZZZ. 23/30. Highest was 24/30. STUPID AUSTIN + BRYAN OMG. HAHAHHAHA. Then Bryan still want to condescend me by saying, "EH YOU SEE ELAINE GOT ____ MARKS, I GOT 24 LEH. THEN HE STILL WRITE, "GOOD JOB" ON HER PAPER." LOL. WTF, Bryan, WTF.
I know you're smart as heck, cuz Dylan's always comparing to you, but you don't have to do this to me D;
Cuz I'm stupid. ): ): ): So give chance, please.
HAHAHHA, alright, moving on. Then we had DRAMA, WHICH WAS EPIC FUNNNNNNNNNN ;D :D. I LOVE KANRIC CHUA SING WEI. HAHAHAH. We talked lots of crap when we were supposed to be doing the More Than Words play. LOL, we share a lot of things in common, esp. the games we play, yeah? :P.
Left 4 Dead, Call Of Duty 4: Modern Warfare, Frozen Throne, the such. LOL omg I don't believe we share so much crap in common (: I feel so happy LOL.
KANRIC SO CUTE AHHHHHHHHHH :D
somewhere too far for us to find.
Saturday, 8 May 2010
won't it be cool, if liking someone meant that they HAD to like you? @ 07:26
Oh yeah, time to talk about my day. (:
Missed me yet? I know you did, it's just so obvious, sigh. HAHAHAH. Alrighty, alrighty.
Today was a boring day, but at least i got my phone back. Hoorays. Then I saw my epic 103 messages. From two days no messaging O;
Wow so scary. HAHAHAHAH. Then there's this random weird shit number messaging me, who won't tell me who he/she is. Oh wait, it's a he. HAHAHAHHA. How freaky, and I don't like it. ): So i shall just dao him, until he tells me who he is. Alright, and AWWWWWWW isn't Dylan so sweet. HAHAHHA. He messaged me to cheer up on that day i was emoing in class. I forgot which day already. So i went to thank him, and his reply epic screwed me around. "Zzz.." HONESTLY. I HATE GUYS THAT SAY ZZZ, THANKS. GUYS THAT SAY ZZZ = FAIL.
So theoretically, Dylan = Fail. But whatever, ugh. ): Okay okay, let's move on. Nothing much of interest, wasted my time talking to many random peopleszxxc on messenger for the whole morning, didn't study at all, heh. :X
I'm so gonna regret, but I did study, at least during tuition. LOL :B. Okay, then went to watch IP MAN2 With my momma and my poppa at West Mall. Oh, how no-life right. D: Going out with your family, at my age, doncha think? I THINK NOT. HAHAHAH. I LOVE MY MOMMA, AND MY POPPA OKAY D: and it rocks to go out with them, hell yes.
-Prolly cuz they pay for my craps, HAHAHAHHA-
-But hell, they are fun parents too. (:-
Bought a book by Barack Obama O: It's called The Audacity Of Hope. DAMN NICE. it's about how he started about with his Political Career. I LIKE. Of course, I'mma gonna be the next big politician and all, after all.HAHAHHA.
Okay, I'm very terribly haolian I know. But I can't think properly, my thinking is blurred. And my vocabulary is really going to the pits. Shit, because I've seen too much blood today. -IP MAN2-
Darren Shahlavi is super shuai, btw. HAHAHHA.
The only shuaige in IP MAN 2, prolly. He's super cute omg, and damn muscular. You can practically see his veins popping up. Okay anyway, time to get into deeper thoughts, okay? D:
I realized everyone will find my blog super boring because I don't write any philosophical shit crap anymore. So now, I'mma starting again. And here you go babes and hunks, Audrey Susan Chua on liking someone you can't have. (:
Yeah, you know, it's really heartbreaking, and really disheartening to have it so.
Believe me, I've experienced it firsthand. Because of my error with a guy I never loved(shit, he appears on my blog again LOL), I missed my chance with someone I realized I always liked, just never let that fact sink into my freaking epic dense head. And he made it so freaking obvious, that he liked me. SO. FREAKING. EPIC. OBVIOUS. Audrey is really stupid, however, and she can't tell it.
So do me a favour, boy, and tell me straight to my face next time. Cuz I'm really dense and stupid and thick, you see. ):
Yeah, I'm so stupid I just used the synonyms of stupid above, three times, instead of coming up with new words. See, my vocabulary's going down. ): Oh well, eh! Maybe, I still have a chance after all right? I mean, we must be strong. And, after all, Audrey Susan Chua's a really really strong girl you see. I made it through this:
SEE THATS ME. I'M THE YELLOW CUTE CHEERLEADER :D. HAHAHAH. But yes, I made it through that, i don't see why I can't make it through this. And anyway, Hazel told me this.
"In this world, there are at least 200 people made to love one person. He's only one of the 200, so why bother? Why, Audrey?"
Well, babe, he'ssa really special to me. ): I memorized his facial features you see. I keep thinking of him, and I spend my time looking at him, whenever I can. And when he laughs(which sounds horrible to some of my friends apparently), I SMILE. HAHAHHA WTF. HAHAHAH. I freaking smile. And he's like, "what are you smiling at?!" LOL. UGHHHHHH, it's hard not to smile, with him looking at me like that you see. I can't possibly tell him that though, can I? D:
So, won't you give me a chance?
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I've resorted to begging, you see. ): How pathetic, I know right. But it's true, that I really like you. Meanwhile, you can go about with your daily lives. I'll just be a friend. For now. Maybe forever, but it can change, I guess. O:
Yeah, sigh.. "One day you'll love me... One day.." And that face.. It breaks my heart, albeit the fact that it's supposed to be a comical comic. ): Alright, I have to move on. I have to, I have to.
Plus he actually said something to someone about me today, that actually made me kinda... Happy. LOL. ): Sigh, but all in all, I think he's someone that I can't have. Just like you, Patrick Stump.
AH HECK YOU'RE SO SHUAI ): ): you used to be my all time crush, Patrick. But now, even though I look at your shuai face, I keep thinking about him. It's just. HIM. HIM. HIM. Gosh, and I was always the type of girl in primary school, which swore never to let guys infiltrate my brain and turn me to a shallow person.
BITCH, THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE NOW.
But maybe, just maybe, someone will look through my shallowness and see the real me inside.
I love the ice cream. That's the real me, not all the blankness. LOL :P.
OKAY EPIC SHIT. Go back to the topic, Audrey, stop rattling on about yourself. (See, I'm so self-centered) Alright, so yeah, it's true. The picture above sure is true. Love is when you can't stop looking at him, even if he won't look back. At least, he looks back at me. (: optimism FTW.
And when he looks me in the eyes..
LOL don't tell me that this is a no link picture. It has plenty of link. I just can't breathe, when he looks at me.
Alright, prolly should stop now. This post has been really long. (Or is it because of the pictures, hmm..?) Talk more tomorrow, yeah. Seeya. ):
somewhere too far for us to find.
Monday, 24 May 2010
cuz it's over, boy. @ 07:07
Well, I've been waiting for this day for ages. The day where, I might actually stand a chance. Today, albeit the fact that you just treated me WAY BETTER compared to normal, it really, really just made me feel better. It made me feel as though the whole world was juxtaposition-ed right back into equilibrium. Thanks to your smile, hahah. I'm such a pathetic, hopeless romantic, am I not?
I'm so tired, ever ever so tired. However, I haven't been updating lately, and I guess that I really have to. Alright, so today's Monday! The first day of the last week of School for term 2. How's it going so far? Very well, indeed. (: Well, it's the first day of the week, and it started off pretty beautifully, what else can I say?
I'm sorry, babe. These feelings, are so palpable. Eeeh and they kinda suck :/. But your smiling makes me feel all the better, of course. And I will prolly get over these feelings soon. Is this love, or is it just, another crush? Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I wish you'd understand. You're just, the one. And darling, you're freaking freaking adorable.
Thanks. (:
What a lousy blogger I have become, and how much everyone is asking me to use tumblr nowadays, but I'm a faithful and committed person. You'll never catch me changing to tumblr, blogger. Because i know that you'll love me more than tumblr ever could, HAHAHA. (L).
somewhere too far for us to find.
Wednesday, 19 May 2010
welcome to my life. @ 03:36
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
I think that's a pretty, pretty picture. ): Masochistic, much?
Not really, I guess. It kinda sums up altogether how I kinda feel. I don't really feel like posting anymore. It's just, kinda.. Upsetting. No point really.
so true. so freaking true. I'm sorry, guys.
somewhere too far for us to find.
Friday, 14 May 2010
you taught me the ways of desire, now it's taking it's toll. @ 07:25
RA-RA-RA-AHA.
Heya, I live a boring life. I think everyone hates me, it's just so complicated. ):
Am I a bitch? Maybe I am, after all. D: for the many stupid things I've did. However, it has absolutely no reflection on how I feel about him.
Hmm, they only wrote about friendship love. What a dense writer, they should go on to write about how sometimes, we just love someone for their imperfections... And how we just simply can't have what we want. Well today, school as per normal. I felt segregated somehow, this just proves on to show how much I don't fit into Nanhua, at all.
Yeah, Audrey, why not try? Because I can't bring myself to, it's something not many will understand unless having experienced it before first hand. It's just, pretty much ineffable. But here am I, explaining the ineffable, am I not? ):
Love can't be forced, love can only be made. Love can't be bought, it can only be given. (Wow sounds pretty boomz to me 8D) Thats all I'm going to say. Sigh. And heartbreak hurts. Like shit, but should it all work out, it'll be really beautiful.
"Look what happens, with a love like that.. It lights the whole sky." Love. What a weird thing. Anyway, I'mma went home with Hazel today, and had lots of fun at City Vibe talking about guys. LOL. yes, we are very terribly dense people, and we love boys. However, she thinks the guys I like are fugly :/. No they aren't omg.
He makes me smile. Yes, indeed he does. Oh dear, there goes my heart again. See, it's given away very simply. You just have to catch my eye, and I would gladly fall for you. But note, I'm not that freaking dense such that I'd take anyone. Your personality captures my heart, not your looks. (: And note, I always listen to my heart.
Therefore I really can tell that I like you. (: It's okay if you don't like me, I think. I've got my friends. (: hahah. And oh Hazel's in love too. With GSM. xD. HAHAHAHHA. Sigh. Everyone's life's like so perfectly happy, I don't know why i can't find my happiness. Maybe I'm an abnormality or something.
Meanwhile, I'm going to do what I never did in my whole life before, and don't ever plan to ever do again.
Well honey, guess what? I'm doing exactly just that. I'll keep doing that, till the feelings just stop. It will, I promise. But that doesn't mean it won't be as hard as it is going to be. Just that I believe I am strong enough to embark on such a treacherous task. I'll just be someone, the person that I'm not.
So, does anyone actually know who the real Audrey is? Hahah, most of you do actually.
Just that, the real one isn't the one that many wish to see, because they think that she's a real bimbo.
I'm not a bimbo dearies, I think my marks can account for that fact. (:
However, I speak like a bimbo sometimes, maybe? And I'm most definitely a revengeful bitch.
Here's the end, because I'm really tired already. On a lighter note, good luck to all 14 year old debaters in the world out there! Tomorrow's the U-14s, and I most certainly hope you guys do well.
Not to mention the fact that I am slightly envious at the prospect of everyone prepping up a good debate and having fun debating. Oh why, oh why, did I quit?
Well, never fear my friends, be it whether you're a debater or not. Because be it whether failing in debates or failing in life, it's just normal.
Just give it your all, and I ensure you'll be happy. Because you won't live a life of regret. I love you guys, very very much. (: Sleep well, babes.
somewhere too far for us to find.
Wednesday, 12 May 2010
what did you think, i was putting you out for? @ 03:51
Cuz you weren't true.. :(
Why... Oh well..
Anyway, today was. The epitome of boredom. I don't mind going to old folk's homes. But please, won't they speak English? UGHH. And I realized how urgently I MUST transfer out of Nanhua. You see, Chinese O Levels next year; if I stay in Nanhua. Therefore, I'mma must go. Time to study. See, I'm really really motivated. Screw you, ACSI. Your fault, you're just so tempting.
Cute boys, hello. And most of them are ENGLISH-BASED, woo.
My father loves the ACS spirit, and my brother's from ACSJ :/.
ACS's compound looks hot, compared to Nanhua.
ACSI is great, face it.
And I'm great too. Greatness fit with greatness. Therefore, Audrey is going to ACSI. Now, all I need is to study hard. I'm doing alright with my English already, anyway. HAHAHAH. A1 (L). But, my chinese really needs improvement.(HEHEHHE, ACSI does NOT look at Chinese (: )
Yeah, anyway, more philosophical crap, because I don't wanna talk about my day anymore. LOL. Not that it sucks or anything, just that nothing much noteworthy, so why bother? Anyway, Audrey really has to improve her English, so here's the word of the day. (YES, new section. LOL).Word of the day: Malapropism.
(ml-prp-zm)
n.
1. Ludicrous misuse of a word, especially by confusion with one of similar sound.
2. An example of such misuse.
HMMMMMMMMM. So here's my aim for today, use Malapropism once in my blog, not counting the one used for definition. Alright, so here anyway. Something that I wanted to write about for a long long time already. (:
Audrey Susan Chua on parents that don't understand us.
Not as though my parents don't understand me. I think they do. In a kind of, subdued way, I guess? :/ Today my morning was screwed and I was about to cry. In school. Seriously. Thank my mother for that then. She epic uses many many malapropisms in her "Audrey, you are too young.." Speech, and just correcting her confirms an even bigger headache, gosh.
Here's a humorous example.
"Audrey, you're being affluenced by your wealthy friends."
"Wow gee mother, my friends sure tend to give me money, don't they?"
"What do you mean?"
"Influenced, mom. Not affluenced."
"Oh shut up. Don't you dare talk back to me."
Hon-nest-lee. Mother, it's called correction of one's mistakes. That's a very very ironic malapropism, however. Seeing as Affluence and Influence is so epic different HAHAHHAHAHA. Well, anyway, I've finished my goal, yet I haven't finished what I was supposed to do, yet. (Audrey on non-understanding parents.) Therefore, let's move on.
Well, why did I touch on this topic, huh? Because I realized how un-understanding, parents are nowadays. They just can't seem to get the fact that "times have changed" into their minds, and here I am, trying to prove to them why. -Let's hope my mother reads my blog, then.-
So anyway, I woke up today, and my mother scolded me for many many reasons. Main reasons? My phone bill(which went down A LOT), and my apparent "rudeness".
Well, so my mother wants me to send a total of TEN. Yes, TEN. 1 and a 0. Messages. Per Day. Hey. 10 per day. You got that right, thats not a typo, nor is there anything wrong with your eyes. Yes, you probably look something like that now..
Well, I don't blame you. Thats exactly how I looked after my mother said that. She said this to me in return.
"Hey, I send a total of lesser than 5 messages PER DAY, Audrey."
Well, mother, times have freaking changed. So when you were young, you didn't have a phone at my age, yes I know. I count myself lucky for being in this century too, being in such a century provides me epic ways of communicating with my friends and everything. But mother. 10 messages is a seriously unreasonable number in many ways, and the only good point would be that my phone bill would be epic cheap, but whatever mother. What-freaking-ever. I don't give you an unreasonable phone bill, all in all, mother. So what the shingz are you talking about?
No, I don't! And honestly, compare your age to my age, mother. Thats not fair, because you're way older. And you probably don't even have to keep in touch with your friends, seeing as you see your friends at work everyday. POINT IS, I DON'T SEE ALL MY FRIENDS IN SCHOOL. Some of my friends are from other schools, and other classes. And relationships HAVE to be maintained, because my friends are really important people in my life. So theoretically, should you ban me from messaging, or messengering, you'd be literally destroying my life.
I have a life. Thanks, mother. I have an alright sized friendship circle, and there you go ruining it. Thanks.
Next thing, on to my apparent "rudeness". Hey mommy, I'm not rude. I don't spew vulgarities out like some people I know. I can control myself, esp. in front of people that I respect, aka my parents. So you say, I'm so rude that no one in their right minds will ever want to talk to me? I beg to differ, mother. Firstly, why are you even bothering to lecture me should you even think I'm not worth being talked to? Isn't lecturing someone, placing someone at a point which you really respect and love? Thanks for that, so why even insult me by saying that in the first place. Is this some kind of indirect malapropism that I don't get?
What a cute baby. Anyway, you just don't understand mother. I respect you, I don't treat your rudely. But how do you think I'd feel, if you spend your time lecturing me over and over and over again over some crap that I don't even feel like I did wrong?
Try placing yourself in my shoes then. imagine yourself in this situation.
So apparently, you've a really big love for debating, and stating facts in ways that actually pisses people off. And when your mother says that your brother's going to the hospital, for a class trip, you go like..
Eh, won't he catch any diseases or something? I mean, it's like contagious, right?
Okay, thats a stupid remark I admit. But true, nonetheless. Plus don't you guys actually bother getting the fact that my brother is 6 INTO YOUR HEAD? Young people = weaker immune systems = not more efficient in fighting bacteria as compared to our bodies = without care; falls sick easily.
No? Ugh. Think, actually think people. For once, try to think. How unfair is it, for me?
Plus sad things abound in my life. I think should you have a feather, you could knock me out with it already. Because I'm stressed, epicly. The end. ):
somewhere too far for us to find.
Monday, 10 May 2010
do you wish we'd fall in love? @ 04:38
WHEE. Hahah, albeit all the sadness I've been going through these days, I really really managed to keep my back straight and life my chin up. I knew that my strength would pay off, and it really did. Sunday was grand, and so was today(Monday). (:
Alright, Sunday. Tuition. That's all. LOL. I guess it was, kinda fun? :/. AT LEAST JIANLI WENT WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D. -No more emoing- AHHAHAHAHAH. And I love gangan's tuitions, after all. He'ssa really great, eh! Hmm, whats so interesting about tuition? WELL, lots of horny craps. HAHAHAH. Cuz most of the guys there are from single gendered schools, and even those that come from mixed schools are really sick homg. LOL -points at Zonghan-
AND NO, Audrey Susan Chua is NOT horny as hell. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. (: i'M AN INNOCENT PERSON OKAY. Okay, well, because Zonghan was like saying, "EH why you so sleepy, what did you do yesterday night." I MEAN HELLOOOOOOOO THAT JUST SOUNDS DAMN WRONG. YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION WOULD BE THAT HE'S IMPLYING SOMETHING SICK RIGHT.
Alright, so maybe I'm not that pure either? I admit I'm not, okay fine. HAHAHAH. But still, YOU'RE SICK FOR IMPLYING THAT D: And Mr Gan calls you Tiko-Han for a reason what. LOL. (:
And omg, I think that last last week apparently had tuition or something O.O. I thought didn't have. Then I told jianli not to go also. LOL SHIT LAA HAHAHAHHAHA :X.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEH So screwed omg. LOL.
Okay anyways, on to todaytodaytoday. Today rocks (: I love cheering my friends on as they run 2.4, yo! Zihighed in the morning with Hazel. We ended up putting a "yo!" behind every sentence, and pissed people off to high heavens.
Then went to cheer Jowell and Shavonne on for 2.4. I love running with them HAHAHAHHA. Went to the start line with Weikit + Elaine to start timing them, and guess who I saw!! :D :D :D
ALVIN TAN SHUFENG. AHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Then I went like, "JIAYOU ALVINNNNNNN." Then he go lift his hands up in a gay wave like he always does. HAHAHHA. He runs like epic slow you see. So I caught up with him HAHAHAH. HOW HUMILIATING AIN'T IT, SEC 2 CATCH UP WITH SEC 4. aiyoyoyoyo.
Then went back to class. Had lessons, talked lots of crap with Junyuan and Dylannnnnn(:. HAHHAHA. They're my newly proclaimed new best friends. Okay, then I emoed. Cuz I epic flunked Geography(AGAIN, ZZZZZZZZ. Seems like I can get A1 without much efforts for Hist, but I FAIL GEOG, even after studying), and IS. ): Okay, IS not very scared cuz I did well for my project(94 marks/100 marks) which is like 50% of the overall, so it can't be that bad. :P
AND I LOVE MY ENGRISH MARKS. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. ALMOST GOT HIGHEST IN CLASS ZZZZZ. 23/30. Highest was 24/30. STUPID AUSTIN + BRYAN OMG. HAHAHHAHA. Then Bryan still want to condescend me by saying, "EH YOU SEE ELAINE GOT ____ MARKS, I GOT 24 LEH. THEN HE STILL WRITE, "GOOD JOB" ON HER PAPER." LOL. WTF, Bryan, WTF.
I know you're smart as heck, cuz Dylan's always comparing to you, but you don't have to do this to me D;
Cuz I'm stupid. ): ): ): So give chance, please.
HAHAHHA, alright, moving on. Then we had DRAMA, WHICH WAS EPIC FUNNNNNNNNNN ;D :D. I LOVE KANRIC CHUA SING WEI. HAHAHAH. We talked lots of crap when we were supposed to be doing the More Than Words play. LOL, we share a lot of things in common, esp. the games we play, yeah? :P.
Left 4 Dead, Call Of Duty 4: Modern Warfare, Frozen Throne, the such. LOL omg I don't believe we share so much crap in common (: I feel so happy LOL.
KANRIC SO CUTE AHHHHHHHHHH :D
somewhere too far for us to find.
Saturday, 8 May 2010
won't it be cool, if liking someone meant that they HAD to like you? @ 07:26
Oh yeah, time to talk about my day. (:
Missed me yet? I know you did, it's just so obvious, sigh. HAHAHAH. Alrighty, alrighty.
Today was a boring day, but at least i got my phone back. Hoorays. Then I saw my epic 103 messages. From two days no messaging O;
Wow so scary. HAHAHAHAH. Then there's this random weird shit number messaging me, who won't tell me who he/she is. Oh wait, it's a he. HAHAHAHHA. How freaky, and I don't like it. ): So i shall just dao him, until he tells me who he is. Alright, and AWWWWWWW isn't Dylan so sweet. HAHAHHA. He messaged me to cheer up on that day i was emoing in class. I forgot which day already. So i went to thank him, and his reply epic screwed me around. "Zzz.." HONESTLY. I HATE GUYS THAT SAY ZZZ, THANKS. GUYS THAT SAY ZZZ = FAIL.
So theoretically, Dylan = Fail. But whatever, ugh. ): Okay okay, let's move on. Nothing much of interest, wasted my time talking to many random peopleszxxc on messenger for the whole morning, didn't study at all, heh. :X
I'm so gonna regret, but I did study, at least during tuition. LOL :B. Okay, then went to watch IP MAN2 With my momma and my poppa at West Mall. Oh, how no-life right. D: Going out with your family, at my age, doncha think? I THINK NOT. HAHAHAH. I LOVE MY MOMMA, AND MY POPPA OKAY D: and it rocks to go out with them, hell yes.
-Prolly cuz they pay for my craps, HAHAHAHHA-
-But hell, they are fun parents too. (:-
Bought a book by Barack Obama O: It's called The Audacity Of Hope. DAMN NICE. it's about how he started about with his Political Career. I LIKE. Of course, I'mma gonna be the next big politician and all, after all.HAHAHHA.
Okay, I'm very terribly haolian I know. But I can't think properly, my thinking is blurred. And my vocabulary is really going to the pits. Shit, because I've seen too much blood today. -IP MAN2-
Darren Shahlavi is super shuai, btw. HAHAHHA.
The only shuaige in IP MAN 2, prolly. He's super cute omg, and damn muscular. You can practically see his veins popping up. Okay anyway, time to get into deeper thoughts, okay? D:
I realized everyone will find my blog super boring because I don't write any philosophical shit crap anymore. So now, I'mma starting again. And here you go babes and hunks, Audrey Susan Chua on liking someone you can't have. (:
Yeah, you know, it's really heartbreaking, and really disheartening to have it so.
Believe me, I've experienced it firsthand. Because of my error with a guy I never loved(shit, he appears on my blog again LOL), I missed my chance with someone I realized I always liked, just never let that fact sink into my freaking epic dense head. And he made it so freaking obvious, that he liked me. SO. FREAKING. EPIC. OBVIOUS. Audrey is really stupid, however, and she can't tell it.
So do me a favour, boy, and tell me straight to my face next time. Cuz I'm really dense and stupid and thick, you see. ):
Yeah, I'm so stupid I just used the synonyms of stupid above, three times, instead of coming up with new words. See, my vocabulary's going down. ): Oh well, eh! Maybe, I still have a chance after all right? I mean, we must be strong. And, after all, Audrey Susan Chua's a really really strong girl you see. I made it through this:
SEE THATS ME. I'M THE YELLOW CUTE CHEERLEADER :D. HAHAHAH. But yes, I made it through that, i don't see why I can't make it through this. And anyway, Hazel told me this.
"In this world, there are at least 200 people made to love one person. He's only one of the 200, so why bother? Why, Audrey?"
Well, babe, he'ssa really special to me. ): I memorized his facial features you see. I keep thinking of him, and I spend my time looking at him, whenever I can. And when he laughs(which sounds horrible to some of my friends apparently), I SMILE. HAHAHHA WTF. HAHAHAH. I freaking smile. And he's like, "what are you smiling at?!" LOL. UGHHHHHH, it's hard not to smile, with him looking at me like that you see. I can't possibly tell him that though, can I? D:
So, won't you give me a chance?
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I've resorted to begging, you see. ): How pathetic, I know right. But it's true, that I really like you. Meanwhile, you can go about with your daily lives. I'll just be a friend. For now. Maybe forever, but it can change, I guess. O:
Yeah, sigh.. "One day you'll love me... One day.." And that face.. It breaks my heart, albeit the fact that it's supposed to be a comical comic. ): Alright, I have to move on. I have to, I have to.
Plus he actually said something to someone about me today, that actually made me kinda... Happy. LOL. ): Sigh, but all in all, I think he's someone that I can't have. Just like you, Patrick Stump.
AH HECK YOU'RE SO SHUAI ): ): you used to be my all time crush, Patrick. But now, even though I look at your shuai face, I keep thinking about him. It's just. HIM. HIM. HIM. Gosh, and I was always the type of girl in primary school, which swore never to let guys infiltrate my brain and turn me to a shallow person.
BITCH, THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE NOW.
But maybe, just maybe, someone will look through my shallowness and see the real me inside.
I love the ice cream. That's the real me, not all the blankness. LOL :P.
OKAY EPIC SHIT. Go back to the topic, Audrey, stop rattling on about yourself. (See, I'm so self-centered) Alright, so yeah, it's true. The picture above sure is true. Love is when you can't stop looking at him, even if he won't look back. At least, he looks back at me. (: optimism FTW.
And when he looks me in the eyes..
LOL don't tell me that this is a no link picture. It has plenty of link. I just can't breathe, when he looks at me.
Alright, prolly should stop now. This post has been really long. (Or is it because of the pictures, hmm..?) Talk more tomorrow, yeah. Seeya. ):
I am Audrey. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety measures. I like to believe that I'm a successful person in life, but that'd be called lying, won't it? But I'm not that bad, honestly. I'm from english drama,
but I debate too. Good lord, its not for the sake of my CCA points, but I really enjoy verbal fights and acting dramatic, no? Oh well, unless you're me, you'd prolly
not understand. My only main purpose in life is to become Mrs Jesse McCartney.
I'd like to believe that I live a purpose-driven life and I very much like the nuggets macdonald's has to offer. Umm, yummy. I find
cam-whoring insanely embarrassing but that hasn't stopped me yet.
That's about it. True, my opinion about cam-whoring isn't much of a clincher but hey, no one actually reads this part.
I am a certified bubble burster to be; emotionally or literally, you choose it.
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