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Friday, 14 May 2010 you taught me the ways of desire, now it's taking it's toll. @ 07:25 RA-RA-RA-AHA. Heya, I live a boring life. I think everyone hates me, it's just so complicated. ): Am I a bitch? Maybe I am, after all. D: for the many stupid things I've did. However, it has absolutely no reflection on how I feel about him. Hmm, they only wrote about friendship love. What a dense writer, they should go on to write about how sometimes, we just love someone for their imperfections... And how we just simply can't have what we want. Well today, school as per normal. I felt segregated somehow, this just proves on to show how much I don't fit into Nanhua, at all. Yeah, Audrey, why not try? Because I can't bring myself to, it's something not many will understand unless having experienced it before first hand. It's just, pretty much ineffable. But here am I, explaining the ineffable, am I not? ): Love can't be forced, love can only be made. Love can't be bought, it can only be given. (Wow sounds pretty boomz to me 8D) Thats all I'm going to say. Sigh. And heartbreak hurts. Like shit, but should it all work out, it'll be really beautiful. "Look what happens, with a love like that.. It lights the whole sky." Love. What a weird thing. Anyway, I'mma went home with Hazel today, and had lots of fun at City Vibe talking about guys. LOL. yes, we are very terribly dense people, and we love boys. However, she thinks the guys I like are fugly :/. No they aren't omg. He makes me smile. Yes, indeed he does. Oh dear, there goes my heart again. See, it's given away very simply. You just have to catch my eye, and I would gladly fall for you. But note, I'm not that freaking dense such that I'd take anyone. Your personality captures my heart, not your looks. (: And note, I always listen to my heart. Therefore I really can tell that I like you. (: It's okay if you don't like me, I think. I've got my friends. (: hahah. And oh Hazel's in love too. With GSM. xD. HAHAHAHHA. Sigh. Everyone's life's like so perfectly happy, I don't know why i can't find my happiness. Maybe I'm an abnormality or something. Meanwhile, I'm going to do what I never did in my whole life before, and don't ever plan to ever do again. Well honey, guess what? I'm doing exactly just that. I'll keep doing that, till the feelings just stop. It will, I promise. But that doesn't mean it won't be as hard as it is going to be. Just that I believe I am strong enough to embark on such a treacherous task. I'll just be someone, the person that I'm not. So, does anyone actually know who the real Audrey is? Hahah, most of you do actually. Just that, the real one isn't the one that many wish to see, because they think that she's a real bimbo. I'm not a bimbo dearies, I think my marks can account for that fact. (: However, I speak like a bimbo sometimes, maybe? And I'm most definitely a revengeful bitch. Here's the end, because I'm really tired already. On a lighter note, good luck to all 14 year old debaters in the world out there! Tomorrow's the U-14s, and I most certainly hope you guys do well. Not to mention the fact that I am slightly envious at the prospect of everyone prepping up a good debate and having fun debating. Oh why, oh why, did I quit? Well, never fear my friends, be it whether you're a debater or not. Because be it whether failing in debates or failing in life, it's just normal. Just give it your all, and I ensure you'll be happy. Because you won't live a life of regret. I love you guys, very very much. (: Sleep well, babes. somewhere too far for us to find.
Friday, 14 May 2010 you taught me the ways of desire, now it's taking it's toll. @ 07:25 RA-RA-RA-AHA. Heya, I live a boring life. I think everyone hates me, it's just so complicated. ): Am I a bitch? Maybe I am, after all. D: for the many stupid things I've did. However, it has absolutely no reflection on how I feel about him. Hmm, they only wrote about friendship love. What a dense writer, they should go on to write about how sometimes, we just love someone for their imperfections... And how we just simply can't have what we want. Well today, school as per normal. I felt segregated somehow, this just proves on to show how much I don't fit into Nanhua, at all. Yeah, Audrey, why not try? Because I can't bring myself to, it's something not many will understand unless having experienced it before first hand. It's just, pretty much ineffable. But here am I, explaining the ineffable, am I not? ): Love can't be forced, love can only be made. Love can't be bought, it can only be given. (Wow sounds pretty boomz to me 8D) Thats all I'm going to say. Sigh. And heartbreak hurts. Like shit, but should it all work out, it'll be really beautiful. "Look what happens, with a love like that.. It lights the whole sky." Love. What a weird thing. Anyway, I'mma went home with Hazel today, and had lots of fun at City Vibe talking about guys. LOL. yes, we are very terribly dense people, and we love boys. However, she thinks the guys I like are fugly :/. No they aren't omg. He makes me smile. Yes, indeed he does. Oh dear, there goes my heart again. See, it's given away very simply. You just have to catch my eye, and I would gladly fall for you. But note, I'm not that freaking dense such that I'd take anyone. Your personality captures my heart, not your looks. (: And note, I always listen to my heart. Therefore I really can tell that I like you. (: It's okay if you don't like me, I think. I've got my friends. (: hahah. And oh Hazel's in love too. With GSM. xD. HAHAHAHHA. Sigh. Everyone's life's like so perfectly happy, I don't know why i can't find my happiness. Maybe I'm an abnormality or something. Meanwhile, I'm going to do what I never did in my whole life before, and don't ever plan to ever do again. Well honey, guess what? I'm doing exactly just that. I'll keep doing that, till the feelings just stop. It will, I promise. But that doesn't mean it won't be as hard as it is going to be. Just that I believe I am strong enough to embark on such a treacherous task. I'll just be someone, the person that I'm not. So, does anyone actually know who the real Audrey is? Hahah, most of you do actually. Just that, the real one isn't the one that many wish to see, because they think that she's a real bimbo. I'm not a bimbo dearies, I think my marks can account for that fact. (: However, I speak like a bimbo sometimes, maybe? And I'm most definitely a revengeful bitch. Here's the end, because I'm really tired already. On a lighter note, good luck to all 14 year old debaters in the world out there! Tomorrow's the U-14s, and I most certainly hope you guys do well. Not to mention the fact that I am slightly envious at the prospect of everyone prepping up a good debate and having fun debating. Oh why, oh why, did I quit? Well, never fear my friends, be it whether you're a debater or not. Because be it whether failing in debates or failing in life, it's just normal. Just give it your all, and I ensure you'll be happy. Because you won't live a life of regret. I love you guys, very very much. (: Sleep well, babes. somewhere too far for us to find.
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