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Saturday, 8 May 2010 won't it be cool, if liking someone meant that they HAD to like you? @ 07:26 Oh yeah, time to talk about my day. (: Missed me yet? I know you did, it's just so obvious, sigh. HAHAHAH. Alrighty, alrighty. Today was a boring day, but at least i got my phone back. Hoorays. Then I saw my epic 103 messages. From two days no messaging O; Wow so scary. HAHAHAHAH. Then there's this random weird shit number messaging me, who won't tell me who he/she is. Oh wait, it's a he. HAHAHAHHA. How freaky, and I don't like it. ): So i shall just dao him, until he tells me who he is. Alright, and AWWWWWWW isn't Dylan so sweet. HAHAHHA. He messaged me to cheer up on that day i was emoing in class. I forgot which day already. So i went to thank him, and his reply epic screwed me around. "Zzz.." HONESTLY. I HATE GUYS THAT SAY ZZZ, THANKS. GUYS THAT SAY ZZZ = FAIL. So theoretically, Dylan = Fail. But whatever, ugh. ): Okay okay, let's move on. Nothing much of interest, wasted my time talking to many random peopleszxxc on messenger for the whole morning, didn't study at all, heh. :X I'm so gonna regret, but I did study, at least during tuition. LOL :B. Okay, then went to watch IP MAN2 With my momma and my poppa at West Mall. Oh, how no-life right. D: Going out with your family, at my age, doncha think? I THINK NOT. HAHAHAH. I LOVE MY MOMMA, AND MY POPPA OKAY D: and it rocks to go out with them, hell yes. -Prolly cuz they pay for my craps, HAHAHAHHA- -But hell, they are fun parents too. (:- Bought a book by Barack Obama O: It's called The Audacity Of Hope. DAMN NICE. it's about how he started about with his Political Career. I LIKE. Of course, I'mma gonna be the next big politician and all, after all.HAHAHHA. Okay, I'm very terribly haolian I know. But I can't think properly, my thinking is blurred. And my vocabulary is really going to the pits. Shit, because I've seen too much blood today. -IP MAN2- Darren Shahlavi is super shuai, btw. HAHAHHA. The only shuaige in IP MAN 2, prolly. He's super cute omg, and damn muscular. You can practically see his veins popping up. Okay anyway, time to get into deeper thoughts, okay? D: I realized everyone will find my blog super boring because I don't write any philosophical shit crap anymore. So now, I'mma starting again. And here you go babes and hunks, Audrey Susan Chua on liking someone you can't have. (: Yeah, you know, it's really heartbreaking, and really disheartening to have it so. Believe me, I've experienced it firsthand. Because of my error with a guy I never loved(shit, he appears on my blog again LOL), I missed my chance with someone I realized I always liked, just never let that fact sink into my freaking epic dense head. And he made it so freaking obvious, that he liked me. SO. FREAKING. EPIC. OBVIOUS. Audrey is really stupid, however, and she can't tell it. So do me a favour, boy, and tell me straight to my face next time. Cuz I'm really dense and stupid and thick, you see. ): Yeah, I'm so stupid I just used the synonyms of stupid above, three times, instead of coming up with new words. See, my vocabulary's going down. ): Oh well, eh! Maybe, I still have a chance after all right? I mean, we must be strong. And, after all, Audrey Susan Chua's a really really strong girl you see. I made it through this: SEE THATS ME. I'M THE YELLOW CUTE CHEERLEADER :D. HAHAHAH. But yes, I made it through that, i don't see why I can't make it through this. And anyway, Hazel told me this. "In this world, there are at least 200 people made to love one person. He's only one of the 200, so why bother? Why, Audrey?" Well, babe, he'ssa really special to me. ): I memorized his facial features you see. I keep thinking of him, and I spend my time looking at him, whenever I can. And when he laughs(which sounds horrible to some of my friends apparently), I SMILE. HAHAHHA WTF. HAHAHAH. I freaking smile. And he's like, "what are you smiling at?!" LOL. UGHHHHHH, it's hard not to smile, with him looking at me like that you see. I can't possibly tell him that though, can I? D: So, won't you give me a chance? PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I've resorted to begging, you see. ): How pathetic, I know right. But it's true, that I really like you. Meanwhile, you can go about with your daily lives. I'll just be a friend. For now. Maybe forever, but it can change, I guess. O: Yeah, sigh.. "One day you'll love me... One day.." And that face.. It breaks my heart, albeit the fact that it's supposed to be a comical comic. ): Alright, I have to move on. I have to, I have to. Plus he actually said something to someone about me today, that actually made me kinda... Happy. LOL. ): Sigh, but all in all, I think he's someone that I can't have. Just like you, Patrick Stump. AH HECK YOU'RE SO SHUAI ): ): you used to be my all time crush, Patrick. But now, even though I look at your shuai face, I keep thinking about him. It's just. HIM. HIM. HIM. Gosh, and I was always the type of girl in primary school, which swore never to let guys infiltrate my brain and turn me to a shallow person. BITCH, THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE NOW. But maybe, just maybe, someone will look through my shallowness and see the real me inside. I love the ice cream. That's the real me, not all the blankness. LOL :P. OKAY EPIC SHIT. Go back to the topic, Audrey, stop rattling on about yourself. (See, I'm so self-centered) Alright, so yeah, it's true. The picture above sure is true. Love is when you can't stop looking at him, even if he won't look back. At least, he looks back at me. (: optimism FTW. And when he looks me in the eyes.. LOL don't tell me that this is a no link picture. It has plenty of link. I just can't breathe, when he looks at me. Alright, prolly should stop now. This post has been really long. (Or is it because of the pictures, hmm..?) Talk more tomorrow, yeah. Seeya. ): somewhere too far for us to find.
Saturday, 8 May 2010 won't it be cool, if liking someone meant that they HAD to like you? @ 07:26 Oh yeah, time to talk about my day. (: Missed me yet? I know you did, it's just so obvious, sigh. HAHAHAH. Alrighty, alrighty. Today was a boring day, but at least i got my phone back. Hoorays. Then I saw my epic 103 messages. From two days no messaging O; Wow so scary. HAHAHAHAH. Then there's this random weird shit number messaging me, who won't tell me who he/she is. Oh wait, it's a he. HAHAHAHHA. How freaky, and I don't like it. ): So i shall just dao him, until he tells me who he is. Alright, and AWWWWWWW isn't Dylan so sweet. HAHAHHA. He messaged me to cheer up on that day i was emoing in class. I forgot which day already. So i went to thank him, and his reply epic screwed me around. "Zzz.." HONESTLY. I HATE GUYS THAT SAY ZZZ, THANKS. GUYS THAT SAY ZZZ = FAIL. So theoretically, Dylan = Fail. But whatever, ugh. ): Okay okay, let's move on. Nothing much of interest, wasted my time talking to many random peopleszxxc on messenger for the whole morning, didn't study at all, heh. :X I'm so gonna regret, but I did study, at least during tuition. LOL :B. Okay, then went to watch IP MAN2 With my momma and my poppa at West Mall. Oh, how no-life right. D: Going out with your family, at my age, doncha think? I THINK NOT. HAHAHAH. I LOVE MY MOMMA, AND MY POPPA OKAY D: and it rocks to go out with them, hell yes. -Prolly cuz they pay for my craps, HAHAHAHHA- -But hell, they are fun parents too. (:- Bought a book by Barack Obama O: It's called The Audacity Of Hope. DAMN NICE. it's about how he started about with his Political Career. I LIKE. Of course, I'mma gonna be the next big politician and all, after all.HAHAHHA. Okay, I'm very terribly haolian I know. But I can't think properly, my thinking is blurred. And my vocabulary is really going to the pits. Shit, because I've seen too much blood today. -IP MAN2- Darren Shahlavi is super shuai, btw. HAHAHHA. The only shuaige in IP MAN 2, prolly. He's super cute omg, and damn muscular. You can practically see his veins popping up. Okay anyway, time to get into deeper thoughts, okay? D: I realized everyone will find my blog super boring because I don't write any philosophical shit crap anymore. So now, I'mma starting again. And here you go babes and hunks, Audrey Susan Chua on liking someone you can't have. (: Yeah, you know, it's really heartbreaking, and really disheartening to have it so. Believe me, I've experienced it firsthand. Because of my error with a guy I never loved(shit, he appears on my blog again LOL), I missed my chance with someone I realized I always liked, just never let that fact sink into my freaking epic dense head. And he made it so freaking obvious, that he liked me. SO. FREAKING. EPIC. OBVIOUS. Audrey is really stupid, however, and she can't tell it. So do me a favour, boy, and tell me straight to my face next time. Cuz I'm really dense and stupid and thick, you see. ): Yeah, I'm so stupid I just used the synonyms of stupid above, three times, instead of coming up with new words. See, my vocabulary's going down. ): Oh well, eh! Maybe, I still have a chance after all right? I mean, we must be strong. And, after all, Audrey Susan Chua's a really really strong girl you see. I made it through this: SEE THATS ME. I'M THE YELLOW CUTE CHEERLEADER :D. HAHAHAH. But yes, I made it through that, i don't see why I can't make it through this. And anyway, Hazel told me this. "In this world, there are at least 200 people made to love one person. He's only one of the 200, so why bother? Why, Audrey?" Well, babe, he'ssa really special to me. ): I memorized his facial features you see. I keep thinking of him, and I spend my time looking at him, whenever I can. And when he laughs(which sounds horrible to some of my friends apparently), I SMILE. HAHAHHA WTF. HAHAHAH. I freaking smile. And he's like, "what are you smiling at?!" LOL. UGHHHHHH, it's hard not to smile, with him looking at me like that you see. I can't possibly tell him that though, can I? D: So, won't you give me a chance? PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I've resorted to begging, you see. ): How pathetic, I know right. But it's true, that I really like you. Meanwhile, you can go about with your daily lives. I'll just be a friend. For now. Maybe forever, but it can change, I guess. O: Yeah, sigh.. "One day you'll love me... One day.." And that face.. It breaks my heart, albeit the fact that it's supposed to be a comical comic. ): Alright, I have to move on. I have to, I have to. Plus he actually said something to someone about me today, that actually made me kinda... Happy. LOL. ): Sigh, but all in all, I think he's someone that I can't have. Just like you, Patrick Stump. AH HECK YOU'RE SO SHUAI ): ): you used to be my all time crush, Patrick. But now, even though I look at your shuai face, I keep thinking about him. It's just. HIM. HIM. HIM. Gosh, and I was always the type of girl in primary school, which swore never to let guys infiltrate my brain and turn me to a shallow person. BITCH, THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE NOW. But maybe, just maybe, someone will look through my shallowness and see the real me inside. I love the ice cream. That's the real me, not all the blankness. LOL :P. OKAY EPIC SHIT. Go back to the topic, Audrey, stop rattling on about yourself. (See, I'm so self-centered) Alright, so yeah, it's true. The picture above sure is true. Love is when you can't stop looking at him, even if he won't look back. At least, he looks back at me. (: optimism FTW. And when he looks me in the eyes.. LOL don't tell me that this is a no link picture. It has plenty of link. I just can't breathe, when he looks at me. Alright, prolly should stop now. This post has been really long. (Or is it because of the pictures, hmm..?) Talk more tomorrow, yeah. Seeya. ): somewhere too far for us to find.
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