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Monday, 3 May 2010 i just had to talk about him again. @ 07:05 No, I'm not mentioning names, but hey, you guys prolly know who he is anyway. He's the one that I dated for 3 months, and now regret immensely. He's the one that I said would never appear on my blog again, but he did. He's the one that I thought I would never get over, but I got over him after a few hours of crying. He's the one that I thought I loved, but it's only now which I realized I don't. You got that right; I never loved him. Am I a bitch? No, not really. I just never loved him, and I realized it a bit too late. Or as EDWARD would have said, "A bit lag, eh?" LOL. WHATEVER LAAAA. I just wanted to get this off my heart, it's been weighing down on me all this time. I just want to be free, so yeah, people, listen up: I'm not a bitch. Feelings just can't be forced. I'm sorry for having wasted his time then, whatever. It's not as though it didn't hurt ME to be replaced like, 9 days after. Pretty quick, isn't he? Yes, it hurt. But it didn't hurt a lot. It was then which I realized, I'm a strong girl. (: And also around that time, I realized no, Audrey, I never loved him. LOL. So now, I'mma reprimanding myself, and gonna go hating on myself, for wasting so much on him. Yeah, okay, I loved him. AS A FRIEND. YEAH. GOT THAT? Omg, I'mma really really stupid. But I'mma really really strong, for having got past all that pain. Pain which was real, because it was fed by the illusionary butterflies of love. Which weren't real. LOL. So up to date, let's talk about today. YAY I FEEL BETTER AFTER MY PROCLAMATION. (: Today is my no-life day. Yes, the day which I spent almost 6 hours on the computer doing purely nothing. (If MSNING counts as nothing, that is.) So yeah, I talked to plenty of people today, and I was kinda happy, if not wasting my time away. HEY OKAY LET ME WRITE DOWN MY LIST OF "ACHIEVEMENTS" TODAY OKAY. Talked to over 30 people if I'm not wrong. Felt closer to them too (: yay. Made new friends. (Progression of Acquaintances to friends?) Helped Jamos debate with some person. And win. (Y) Audreysusanchua FTW. (: Went out with my mother. Made her happy. (At the expense of my hurt.) Finished 1/4 of a chem worksheet(THE ONLY HW I DID WTF?!) Helped Dylan print out Geog Essay(Is this an achievement?) Tried to be nice to Bready. (YES THIS IS HOLY HECK OF AN ACHIEVEMENT.) OHHHHHH TOMORROW I GG ALREADY. I did so little homework. ): But oh well, I've got my own troubles okay. Tomorrow I'mma gnna act out a really really bu yao lian scene, and I'mma going to DIE. Of Humiliation. Lady Gaga. Seriously. ): And I know I'mma sounding really self-conscious, but I think I'mma fatass. -blank- -blank- -blank- Hi these are the blanks for the many people who would start to protest and shout/scream/beat and exclaim, "HEY BITCH YOU AIN'T FAT." LOL. AHHHH. But I think I am. ): Yeah, I'm buli. Sorry. LOL. So yeah, wasted time crapping out craps, got spammed by Dylan to print crap for him, and happily did. YAY DYLAN SO CUTE HAHAHAHHA. hmmmmm. Oh yeah, I totally forgot. BIGGEST. Event. OF THE DAY. This morning, some unknown number messaged me saying this exactly(word-for-word): You have just won 10 million dollars. Pls stay at home to collect your prize! DUDE that's freaky. I mean, like, stay at home, to collect prize? O.O SOUNDS LIKE SOME EPIC SCARY STALKER, HOMG. And I was like convinced it was a mass murderer. Went to spam people on messenger out of fear LOL. HAHAHHAH. They prolly think I'm idiotic ): Maybe I am! ): OH HECK, WHATEVER! LOL. anyway, Audrey is codladh orm. Mar sin, tá mé ag dul a chodladh anois. Tá, tá mé ag foghlaim mo theanga go cúramach, sílim. ): Lovelies Oíche mhaith. somewhere too far for us to find.
Monday, 3 May 2010 i just had to talk about him again. @ 07:05 No, I'm not mentioning names, but hey, you guys prolly know who he is anyway. He's the one that I dated for 3 months, and now regret immensely. He's the one that I said would never appear on my blog again, but he did. He's the one that I thought I would never get over, but I got over him after a few hours of crying. He's the one that I thought I loved, but it's only now which I realized I don't. You got that right; I never loved him. Am I a bitch? No, not really. I just never loved him, and I realized it a bit too late. Or as EDWARD would have said, "A bit lag, eh?" LOL. WHATEVER LAAAA. I just wanted to get this off my heart, it's been weighing down on me all this time. I just want to be free, so yeah, people, listen up: I'm not a bitch. Feelings just can't be forced. I'm sorry for having wasted his time then, whatever. It's not as though it didn't hurt ME to be replaced like, 9 days after. Pretty quick, isn't he? Yes, it hurt. But it didn't hurt a lot. It was then which I realized, I'm a strong girl. (: And also around that time, I realized no, Audrey, I never loved him. LOL. So now, I'mma reprimanding myself, and gonna go hating on myself, for wasting so much on him. Yeah, okay, I loved him. AS A FRIEND. YEAH. GOT THAT? Omg, I'mma really really stupid. But I'mma really really strong, for having got past all that pain. Pain which was real, because it was fed by the illusionary butterflies of love. Which weren't real. LOL. So up to date, let's talk about today. YAY I FEEL BETTER AFTER MY PROCLAMATION. (: Today is my no-life day. Yes, the day which I spent almost 6 hours on the computer doing purely nothing. (If MSNING counts as nothing, that is.) So yeah, I talked to plenty of people today, and I was kinda happy, if not wasting my time away. HEY OKAY LET ME WRITE DOWN MY LIST OF "ACHIEVEMENTS" TODAY OKAY. Talked to over 30 people if I'm not wrong. Felt closer to them too (: yay. Made new friends. (Progression of Acquaintances to friends?) Helped Jamos debate with some person. And win. (Y) Audreysusanchua FTW. (: Went out with my mother. Made her happy. (At the expense of my hurt.) Finished 1/4 of a chem worksheet(THE ONLY HW I DID WTF?!) Helped Dylan print out Geog Essay(Is this an achievement?) Tried to be nice to Bready. (YES THIS IS HOLY HECK OF AN ACHIEVEMENT.) OHHHHHH TOMORROW I GG ALREADY. I did so little homework. ): But oh well, I've got my own troubles okay. Tomorrow I'mma gnna act out a really really bu yao lian scene, and I'mma going to DIE. Of Humiliation. Lady Gaga. Seriously. ): And I know I'mma sounding really self-conscious, but I think I'mma fatass. -blank- -blank- -blank- Hi these are the blanks for the many people who would start to protest and shout/scream/beat and exclaim, "HEY BITCH YOU AIN'T FAT." LOL. AHHHH. But I think I am. ): Yeah, I'm buli. Sorry. LOL. So yeah, wasted time crapping out craps, got spammed by Dylan to print crap for him, and happily did. YAY DYLAN SO CUTE HAHAHAHHA. hmmmmm. Oh yeah, I totally forgot. BIGGEST. Event. OF THE DAY. This morning, some unknown number messaged me saying this exactly(word-for-word): You have just won 10 million dollars. Pls stay at home to collect your prize! DUDE that's freaky. I mean, like, stay at home, to collect prize? O.O SOUNDS LIKE SOME EPIC SCARY STALKER, HOMG. And I was like convinced it was a mass murderer. Went to spam people on messenger out of fear LOL. HAHAHHAH. They prolly think I'm idiotic ): Maybe I am! ): OH HECK, WHATEVER! LOL. anyway, Audrey is codladh orm. Mar sin, tá mé ag dul a chodladh anois. Tá, tá mé ag foghlaim mo theanga go cúramach, sílim. ): Lovelies Oíche mhaith. somewhere too far for us to find.
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