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Sunday, 4 April 2010

we're so over it. @ 01:53
THIS IS OFFICIAL!
AUDREY SUSAN CHUA AND HAZEL CHANEL LIU ARE SO OVER GUYS.
Especially ones that treat us badly. And lie to us. And break our hearts, and crush our souls.
And I'll get over him (:
Quoting Pangster:
"And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town. I haven't seen it in a while since he brought you down."
I'm gradually and gradually getting over him bit by bit. Not to say that I don't miss him or what, but I just realized that there's better. WAAAAAAAAAAAAY BETTER. And here I am, to thank the many many many people that I actually ran to. The people that made me realized that I was not alone.
  1. Hazel Chanel Liu
  2. Law May Ning
  3. Christalle Rio.
  4. Cady Tay.
  5. Chloe Tay
  6. Charmian Kua
  7. Chin Yulin
  8. Rio Enrique
  9. Andrew
  10. Dylan L. Han(sounds cooler that way LOL)
  11. Jianli
  12. Leonard Pang
  13. Yingchang
  14. Thurston
  15. Alvin Tannnnnnnnn, my oily sister
  16. Andre Yap
  17. Edward Tay
  18. Cordillia A. Tan
  19. Amandaaa.
  20. Eugene.
  21. Shana Lee!
  22. Clement O.O
Goshes, am I missing out anyone? Jeez, it's not many. But these people are the best. Anyway, I'mma gonna write out everything every single one of them has done for me, and if you're bored, stick about :P.

  1. Hazel Chanel Liu; Always there for me when I fall. Falling, be it from hurt or be it for somebody. Oh yes, I didn't tell her who I liked yet :P. But I prolly will, in time to come. Because thats what friends are for. And she's my best friend, anyway. Super duper chiobu!
  2. Law May Ning; What would I do without her? Also my best friend. Missing her sensitivity towards my feelings already. And she always always stands up for me, and helps me out. And she totally rocks :D
  3. Christalle Rio.; Wa hahah. The one who is more stubborn and hardheaded, yet in a good way. Totally screwed my ex up. Tsk. He got pissed, and we were totally like, "do we care?" well yeah, to tell the truth, I do care. But it's time I got over him. And time will erase him from my heart.
  4. Cady Tay; Super chiobu! :B Super nice also. Bleah, hahah. She totally stood by me after the break up. And because of her, I'm not scared to talk about it to anyone already. I feel so much more confident now, thanks babe! (: and yesterday she totally forced me to message AHEMAHEM. :X
  5. Chloe Tay; Another bestie. Which totally stood by me too. Where would I be without her? She was so helpful yesterday, telling me everything I should do. And she is totally gonna 抽空 just for me!!!!!!!! :D
  6. Charmian Kua; Talking to her makes me feel better. Because she's one humorous, crappy, random bitch! Go figure! xD. She taught me how to get over him too, by doing just what she did to get over HER HIM. xD. And it sounds good, "the fact that there are 3.5 billion males in this world, and the fact that he's lousy..."
  7. Chin Yulin; yay man. YAY. she didn't know how to help, and she took the trouble to ask her sister. Damn, i love you yulin! (:
  8. Rio Enrique; He's always there. He's a great friend, if a little childish.
  9. Andrew; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
  10. Dylan L. Han(sounds cooler that way LOL); Spammed me not to be sad. Then today talked about how to tame a dragon with me. LOL he likes toothless! Aww, so cute.
  11. Jianli; Helps me out, as always (: be it for math, or emotionally.
  12. Leonard Pang; who was there when all my hopes fell? i wanna fly, looking in his eyes. (:
  13. Yingchang; I feel mean for daoing him, for so long. And asking him for help, but he still helped. A person we should all learn from! (:
  14. Thurston; LOL. Telling me it's alright, and there's better. he's a nice guy, be it flirty :B.
  15. Alvin Tannnnnnnnn, my oily sister; Someone that actually understands. WAHAHAHAHAH. And he's actually really really good at making people feel better. Tomorrow, we're both going to face people that we don't want to face, and we've promised to be determined le. :B.
  16. Andre Yap; he's always there too. though we've not talked for ages.
  17. Edward Tay; i can't say it all, he's the cookies to my milk :)
  18. Cordillia A. Tan; I know who I can run crying to on the phone now (:.
  19. Amandaaa; thanks so much.
  20. Eugene; my retarded, cute brother. that zonghan can't believe is my brother. i know he's not as cute as me, LOL.
  21. Shana Leeee; she's got over her friend (aka my ex boyfriend), therefore I can, too. And we promised to be like her brothers, who cares about boys, huh! :D.
  22. Clement; not that i know him, but christalle insisted. LOL anyway, thanks ah dude! :D
Staring out, at the rain with a heavy heart.
It's the end of the world in my mind.
Then your voices pulled me back; like a wake-up call.

today's tuition was epic. Sat with Zonghan and Jianli. And for once, I didn't feel left out O:. So cool right. I usually feel left out, but we talked like crap. Esp me and Jianli! HAHAHHAHAH. He's always like, there. :B. Jingyuan and Daryl sat opposite, talked cock to us too. Quite fun leh, HAHAHAHA. :D. Zonghan kept stealing my worksheet to copy answers. Then I got pissed and started wrestling. So childish, I know. :B.
Messaged Andrew throughout, I realized how lucky I was then. But he's cool. And he has the makings of Audrey's Greatest Friends. He qualifies, so he's in. :B. hahahah. Then we played number battles. After so long O: and we totally missed it man, hahaha. AND OH SHIT I JUST REALIZED TIMOTHY, JIANLI AND JOEL DIDN'T DO THE CHICKEN DANCE T_T.
So boring! Bleag :B
And now, I'm talking to Leonard and Alvin. SIAN T_T. Okay not sian because of them. They're super nice people okay. Just sian cuz I'm a sian person and they're gonna be sian. So i'm sian. And Andrew's taking forever to reply. T________T.
Hahah, damnit. But I feel happy, I'm over him.
So yes, jiayou Audrey :D.
I'm not the jealous uptight ex-girlfriend that I thought I might be;
I'm going to be the gorgeous, super heck-carish kinda ex-girlfriend, because I don't care anymore.
However, if he's hurt, I'll..... Care so much... I don't know why either..

somewhere
too far for us to find.