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Wednesday, 21 April 2010 sucks to be me. @ 04:11 I FEEL SO EMO AND SAD SUDDENLY IT'S AS THOUGH THE WORLD'S CAVING IN ON ME AND EVERYTHING'S CRASHING DOWN ON ME ): Firstly, I have to mug geog(chapt 4 and 5) and history(chapt 4). Which is tough, considering my lousy memory and the amount of time I have left. And I'm pretty stupid, because I'm still blogging whereas my time is running out. But dearies, blogging is a good way of relieving my stress. Sigh. My friends are all upset, because of people that have hurt them. People haven't hurt me, yes. I don't remember the last time I've truly been hurt(maybe because I'm pushing everything about him and our memories away...), but I'm hurt now. I'm hurt, seeing everyone so emo. I'm hurt, from being packed to bits with many many many things to do. I want to breakdown, and cry. But I don't want to waste my time, at all. This time must, and can be put to better use in studies. Sigh. Dear god, I want to do well in my studies, and help my friends out to the best of my ability. And I want to mingle, sigh. Please, just let me mingle with nanhua. I can't stand it anymore; I feel like a freaking black sheep. My chinese isn't good, I admit. I've been trying and trying to improve, but it's only improving bit by bit. Brick by Boring Brick. And people can just look at me, and go like, "oh hey, her chinese sucks." sighhhhhh. it did, and it still does. But the fact that I'm trying to improve is good isn't it? And why must you bring me down, and alienate me, then? I never, meant to offend anyone. And I don't think I did. But apparently, people dislike me.. Oh sigh.. And we MIGHT be doing assembly tomorrow. Presentation with Dylan. Sigh, and he seemed so freaking pissed and bushuang with me today. I don't know why either ): I feel so sad and emo. Sigh. I'm not as close to the class as I was last year, I realize. So, yes, it kinda like sucks. Alright, alright. Dylan and Austin, sorry for dragging you guys to go find Mr Chia during recess today. I'm really sorry. I know I'm a bitch, a loser, and a meanie, but it was absolutely necessary. Please, forgive me. Next, I needa bei the script for tomorrow's assembly. Okay, as though Dylan is going to do that, but I think I should, because I'm scared I'll stutter and screw up things and make my life even worser than it already is. Sigh. Okay, anyway, on to today. Started pretty suckishly, got scolded because part of my shirt came out. I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to do that. And really, my shirt was tucked in originally, just that I pulled it out too much till it dropped out. So yes, public humiliation early in the morning. Sigh, felt like dying. Then later during recess, was about to go find Mr Chia. Then Darren made me feel better by telling me about his scolding from Mr Liu too, he totally rocks! :D. Loveya Darren, hahah! One of the only good points of today, yes. ): Went to do presentation to Mr Chia, he said maybe can present tomorrow. So let me cross my fingers and hope that there is no time LOL. Ahhhhhh sigh Alvin just broke my heart by saying that he always hopes that that happens too, but guess what, it doesn't. SIGHHHHHHH EMO I GO HOME CRY T_T. -Oh wait, i'm at home already- Okay. I must be confident. CUZ DYLAN HAN WILL BE DOING WITH ME, YEAH? :D SO I MUST BE STRONG, I WILL SURVIVE, AND KEEP ON SURVIVING. (I hope). ); sigh. Okays, anyways, after that went to URA. Messaged peoples, LOL. Quite boring, ohemgee. But had nice pictures, I guess. And our 3 hours there was pretty useless, to tell the truth. Sigh. Went back to school, stayed back in class with the guys + Elaine + Shavonne and watched a horribly, disgustingly, gory, bloody movie that Nick brought: Saw. Or something like that. Damn disgusting omg, it's practically like the person got burned by sulphur, and his flesh broke in half, causing intestines to spill out omg. Even Junyuan/Bryan couldn't take it LOL. They were covering their eyes. And i went like, "omg, I'm physically scarred for life." HAHAHHAHAHAHAH JEEEEEEEEZ. Nick and the rest of the guys acted as though it was no big deal though, and Shenwen was epic doing geography. O.O AHHHHHHHHHHHH, so scary! HAHAHAHHA. Okay, anyway, guess I should go study now. ): So many works, ohemgee. And Alvin slacking uhs, HAHAH! :B. Jiayou to everyone, yeah! Loveya. somewhere too far for us to find.
Wednesday, 21 April 2010 sucks to be me. @ 04:11 I FEEL SO EMO AND SAD SUDDENLY IT'S AS THOUGH THE WORLD'S CAVING IN ON ME AND EVERYTHING'S CRASHING DOWN ON ME ): Firstly, I have to mug geog(chapt 4 and 5) and history(chapt 4). Which is tough, considering my lousy memory and the amount of time I have left. And I'm pretty stupid, because I'm still blogging whereas my time is running out. But dearies, blogging is a good way of relieving my stress. Sigh. My friends are all upset, because of people that have hurt them. People haven't hurt me, yes. I don't remember the last time I've truly been hurt(maybe because I'm pushing everything about him and our memories away...), but I'm hurt now. I'm hurt, seeing everyone so emo. I'm hurt, from being packed to bits with many many many things to do. I want to breakdown, and cry. But I don't want to waste my time, at all. This time must, and can be put to better use in studies. Sigh. Dear god, I want to do well in my studies, and help my friends out to the best of my ability. And I want to mingle, sigh. Please, just let me mingle with nanhua. I can't stand it anymore; I feel like a freaking black sheep. My chinese isn't good, I admit. I've been trying and trying to improve, but it's only improving bit by bit. Brick by Boring Brick. And people can just look at me, and go like, "oh hey, her chinese sucks." sighhhhhh. it did, and it still does. But the fact that I'm trying to improve is good isn't it? And why must you bring me down, and alienate me, then? I never, meant to offend anyone. And I don't think I did. But apparently, people dislike me.. Oh sigh.. And we MIGHT be doing assembly tomorrow. Presentation with Dylan. Sigh, and he seemed so freaking pissed and bushuang with me today. I don't know why either ): I feel so sad and emo. Sigh. I'm not as close to the class as I was last year, I realize. So, yes, it kinda like sucks. Alright, alright. Dylan and Austin, sorry for dragging you guys to go find Mr Chia during recess today. I'm really sorry. I know I'm a bitch, a loser, and a meanie, but it was absolutely necessary. Please, forgive me. Next, I needa bei the script for tomorrow's assembly. Okay, as though Dylan is going to do that, but I think I should, because I'm scared I'll stutter and screw up things and make my life even worser than it already is. Sigh. Okay, anyway, on to today. Started pretty suckishly, got scolded because part of my shirt came out. I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to do that. And really, my shirt was tucked in originally, just that I pulled it out too much till it dropped out. So yes, public humiliation early in the morning. Sigh, felt like dying. Then later during recess, was about to go find Mr Chia. Then Darren made me feel better by telling me about his scolding from Mr Liu too, he totally rocks! :D. Loveya Darren, hahah! One of the only good points of today, yes. ): Went to do presentation to Mr Chia, he said maybe can present tomorrow. So let me cross my fingers and hope that there is no time LOL. Ahhhhhh sigh Alvin just broke my heart by saying that he always hopes that that happens too, but guess what, it doesn't. SIGHHHHHHH EMO I GO HOME CRY T_T. -Oh wait, i'm at home already- Okay. I must be confident. CUZ DYLAN HAN WILL BE DOING WITH ME, YEAH? :D SO I MUST BE STRONG, I WILL SURVIVE, AND KEEP ON SURVIVING. (I hope). ); sigh. Okays, anyways, after that went to URA. Messaged peoples, LOL. Quite boring, ohemgee. But had nice pictures, I guess. And our 3 hours there was pretty useless, to tell the truth. Sigh. Went back to school, stayed back in class with the guys + Elaine + Shavonne and watched a horribly, disgustingly, gory, bloody movie that Nick brought: Saw. Or something like that. Damn disgusting omg, it's practically like the person got burned by sulphur, and his flesh broke in half, causing intestines to spill out omg. Even Junyuan/Bryan couldn't take it LOL. They were covering their eyes. And i went like, "omg, I'm physically scarred for life." HAHAHHAHAHAHAH JEEEEEEEEZ. Nick and the rest of the guys acted as though it was no big deal though, and Shenwen was epic doing geography. O.O AHHHHHHHHHHHH, so scary! HAHAHAHHA. Okay, anyway, guess I should go study now. ): So many works, ohemgee. And Alvin slacking uhs, HAHAH! :B. Jiayou to everyone, yeah! Loveya. somewhere too far for us to find.
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