Each day, when I'm feeling things I wish I didn't have to feel for you, I wish that it was all real. I just wished, that we could be together one day. I'm so sorry darling, but I just realized I found myself falling so deeply for you, and I swear I didn't mean to. Please tell me what to do, because I'm really afraid. I don't want to ruin our friendship, I really don't want to. And I'm not over him yet, although I've told everyone that I am...
It's just hard to get over something you knew you loved. But giving up is strong, and I promised that I'll be strong.
But it's just so hard to be without him. But he's got another girl now, and I've got my friends. And mostly, I've got you. I realized how much you meant to me, the day he left me. April's fool, muche. But you were always there, even when I pushed you away so horribly.
and it's just so tough, because not only do I like you, I like someone else too.
he's just, ah, how do I put him. He's so, ineffable. So different from the normal guys I like. So different from you. He's so unique, so different. So... Irresistible. That's the nearest I can get to taking a word and using it to describe him. He just thinks he's oh-so-ugly-and-epic-failish, yet I don't think so. Why? I don't know either. He's not shuai, or hot. But he's cute, and he's sincere. And he's really, really smart. TOO smart, in fact. So yeah, alright, maybe you know who I'm talking about already, but yeah.
I just had to like a guy, that's too smart for me. Oh god. And one that prolly will never have time for me. Sigh... The cons of liking smart people, they are always in high demand; hahah. Okay, alright, anyway, about today. The day started off quite well, me and Hazel went to find Amelia for the drama thing, have to memorize lines for the farewell party. (SAYY GOODBYE TO MY OILY SISTER D:) my line is simple, it's
"we will play it as it is scripted."
honestly, I get gay lines :/. then we went to find Nicholas, Jowell, Darren, Yulin and Rebecca. Forgot to pass to Minhan, Sitong and Carmel, so yeah, GG. Tomorrow I promise I will pass okay D:. 请不要生气！！！D:. Okay, then had morning assembly. Was totally bored, so messaged Zestin, Andrew, Edward, Nicholas, Dylan and Hazel. RA-RA-RA-AHA. Then went back to class for 15 minutes of reading period, and ended up playing Taptap with Kaisiang, Austin and Wensiang. Watched Kaisiang play with Austin first, and KS totally owned Austin. O: which is damn cool, considering Austin totally pwns. Then after that Wensiang wanted to VS me, which, uh, was cool. And to be expected, yours truly got owned. Because yours truly is a noob ):
But hey, I'm good at love game. :D. (P.S. Junyuan, no I'm not experienced at sex. LOL.)
Then Mr Ng came in for chem, and Kaisiang totally pissed me off with his stupid idiotic craps.
"HEY AUDREY, HEY HEY HEY."
and then when I whip around and glare at him, he goes,
"JIAO SHUANG IN YOUR FACE HAHAHAHAHAH."
DUDEEEE. YOU'RE SUCH AN ASS. T_T
and he totally just spammed my facebook wall again with the stupid "HEYs"
Each day, when I'm feeling things I wish I didn't have to feel for you, I wish that it was all real. I just wished, that we could be together one day. I'm so sorry darling, but I just realized I found myself falling so deeply for you, and I swear I didn't mean to. Please tell me what to do, because I'm really afraid. I don't want to ruin our friendship, I really don't want to. And I'm not over him yet, although I've told everyone that I am...
It's just hard to get over something you knew you loved. But giving up is strong, and I promised that I'll be strong.
But it's just so hard to be without him. But he's got another girl now, and I've got my friends. And mostly, I've got you. I realized how much you meant to me, the day he left me. April's fool, muche. But you were always there, even when I pushed you away so horribly.
and it's just so tough, because not only do I like you, I like someone else too.
he's just, ah, how do I put him. He's so, ineffable. So different from the normal guys I like. So different from you. He's so unique, so different. So... Irresistible. That's the nearest I can get to taking a word and using it to describe him. He just thinks he's oh-so-ugly-and-epic-failish, yet I don't think so. Why? I don't know either. He's not shuai, or hot. But he's cute, and he's sincere. And he's really, really smart. TOO smart, in fact. So yeah, alright, maybe you know who I'm talking about already, but yeah.
I just had to like a guy, that's too smart for me. Oh god. And one that prolly will never have time for me. Sigh... The cons of liking smart people, they are always in high demand; hahah. Okay, alright, anyway, about today. The day started off quite well, me and Hazel went to find Amelia for the drama thing, have to memorize lines for the farewell party. (SAYY GOODBYE TO MY OILY SISTER D:) my line is simple, it's
"we will play it as it is scripted."
honestly, I get gay lines :/. then we went to find Nicholas, Jowell, Darren, Yulin and Rebecca. Forgot to pass to Minhan, Sitong and Carmel, so yeah, GG. Tomorrow I promise I will pass okay D:. 请不要生气！！！D:. Okay, then had morning assembly. Was totally bored, so messaged Zestin, Andrew, Edward, Nicholas, Dylan and Hazel. RA-RA-RA-AHA. Then went back to class for 15 minutes of reading period, and ended up playing Taptap with Kaisiang, Austin and Wensiang. Watched Kaisiang play with Austin first, and KS totally owned Austin. O: which is damn cool, considering Austin totally pwns. Then after that Wensiang wanted to VS me, which, uh, was cool. And to be expected, yours truly got owned. Because yours truly is a noob ):
But hey, I'm good at love game. :D. (P.S. Junyuan, no I'm not experienced at sex. LOL.)
Then Mr Ng came in for chem, and Kaisiang totally pissed me off with his stupid idiotic craps.
"HEY AUDREY, HEY HEY HEY."
and then when I whip around and glare at him, he goes,
"JIAO SHUANG IN YOUR FACE HAHAHAHAHAH."
DUDEEEE. YOU'RE SUCH AN ASS. T_T
and he totally just spammed my facebook wall again with the stupid "HEYs"
I am Audrey. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety measures. I like to believe that I'm a successful person in life, but that'd be called lying, won't it? But I'm not that bad, honestly. I'm from english drama,
but I debate too. Good lord, its not for the sake of my CCA points, but I really enjoy verbal fights and acting dramatic, no? Oh well, unless you're me, you'd prolly
not understand. My only main purpose in life is to become Mrs Jesse McCartney.
I'd like to believe that I live a purpose-driven life and I very much like the nuggets macdonald's has to offer. Umm, yummy. I find
cam-whoring insanely embarrassing but that hasn't stopped me yet.
That's about it. True, my opinion about cam-whoring isn't much of a clincher but hey, no one actually reads this part.
I am a certified bubble burster to be; emotionally or literally, you choose it.
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