Estoy. Loca. Enamorada. De ti.

Monday, 1 March 2010

your smile, i'm over it.. @ 06:23
I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
yeah, i'm hurt. but i understand le. i'm happy now. i feel better. anyway, yes, i still love him :( so no, i'm not really officially on the single market yet. HAHAH. :D. the above WAS what I kept singing in class today, officially emoed. My girlies are lovely :( they hugged me tons of times today. I felt loved, I felt happy. But not in the way that... He can make me :/.
But it's alright :D. We might still have a chance. I must do many things, however.
  1. Abolish Low Self esteem + troubled thoughts to match. (what a catch, LOL.)
  2. Give in, abolish my spoiltness.
  3. STUDY HARD OKAY. PWN THE CHINESE OUT OF THEM CHAO MUDAFACKAS :D. (Peter Chao, woooooooo.)
I feel happy. Really. My life seems back on track again. Yesterday I cried so much, and it's ironic considering today. LOOOOOL. Hahah. I want to thank those that stood by me yesterday okay. :D.
  1. HAZEL LIU JIANJIA; MY SUPER EX-WIFE! :D. my super best friend :D. I LOVE HER OKAY. she helped me yesterday, she totally made me feel better.
  2. Leonard Pang; My Super brother! :D. Despite his heck-care exterior, he is fantastically fantastic for confiding in. LOVED :D.
  3. Andre Yap; My super friend! :D. He's always been there for me :D.
  4. Farah Sabrina; MY COOLIO RATIONAL FRIEND :D. She was rationalizing about yesterday. LOL. made me feel technical, but it was all truthful and sincere (:
  5. CHLOE TAY JIAYE; MY BEST BEST BEST FRIEND :D. SHE'S ALWAYS THERE, ALWAYS TECHNICAL, ALWAYS RIGHT. LOVEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
  6. Mayning; SMARTSMARTSMART :D. she understands how I feel. she's emotionally quotienced to the extreme. because she makes a fantastic psychologist, counsellor, and best friend. I love you, babe :D.
  7. Enrique; BLEAHHHHHHH. With all his jokes, he's really sensitive to feelings inside alright.
  8. Edward Tay; My god. MY GOD. 每次如果我有困难,我一定会求神问卜; Edward Tay. :D.
I THINK I MISSED OUT SOME. Sorry. But no time le. Sleeping early :D. Last CT tomorrow, math! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

-xoxo
You know you love me;
Audrey.

somewhere
too far for us to find.