Cuz I fear I might break, and I fear I can't take it.. @ 06:05
I feel like dying.
Honestly. I really detest myself sometimes. I have the tendency, to hurt the people around me. Epicly. I've disappointed my parents, time over time. I've tried my best, in everything they enrolled me in. Fencing, Equestrian, Ice-Skating. I really really tried. Yet, when I show them results, they epic just say, "thats great, Audrey."
Do they even care?
If they do, why don't they show it? Do they know, I have feelings too? Do they know, that I have a life?
What good, would come out, of them taking away my social life? I have a life. I epic want to tell them that. I try my best to please them. Yet, I really don't get appreciated. My brother does, however. They cheer for him, they encourage him to do better. I get a fucking, "thats great." oh yeah, that's so great.. sigh.
It didn't use to be like this.
somewhere too far for us to find.
Friday, 12 February 2010
Cuz I fear I might break, and I fear I can't take it.. @ 06:05
I feel like dying.
Honestly. I really detest myself sometimes. I have the tendency, to hurt the people around me. Epicly. I've disappointed my parents, time over time. I've tried my best, in everything they enrolled me in. Fencing, Equestrian, Ice-Skating. I really really tried. Yet, when I show them results, they epic just say, "thats great, Audrey."
Do they even care?
If they do, why don't they show it? Do they know, I have feelings too? Do they know, that I have a life?
What good, would come out, of them taking away my social life? I have a life. I epic want to tell them that. I try my best to please them. Yet, I really don't get appreciated. My brother does, however. They cheer for him, they encourage him to do better. I get a fucking, "thats great." oh yeah, that's so great.. sigh.
I am Audrey. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety measures. I like to believe that I'm a successful person in life, but that'd be called lying, won't it? But I'm not that bad, honestly. I'm from english drama,
but I debate too. Good lord, its not for the sake of my CCA points, but I really enjoy verbal fights and acting dramatic, no? Oh well, unless you're me, you'd prolly
not understand. My only main purpose in life is to become Mrs Jesse McCartney.
I'd like to believe that I live a purpose-driven life and I very much like the nuggets macdonald's has to offer. Umm, yummy. I find
cam-whoring insanely embarrassing but that hasn't stopped me yet.
That's about it. True, my opinion about cam-whoring isn't much of a clincher but hey, no one actually reads this part.
I am a certified bubble burster to be; emotionally or literally, you choose it.
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