Estoy. Loca. Enamorada. De ti.

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

because the spaces between my fingers are right where his fit perfectly. @ 06:19
Your problem's not for lack of trying
Cause you do
It's just that you're at your best when you're lyin'
Now you're standin' here
Saying things you think I wanted to hear
But you've got it all wrong
I've already moved on my dear
I felt like this just now. But I changed the last line, because I realized how much he meant to me. But thinking of the past just made me feel hurt. Like very very hurt. I remember everything quite clearly and succinctly. And I poured it all out. To my friends, to my beloved. I feel very much better now. Really. I think we might make it through actually, because I don't hurt anymore. Amazing isn't it. I really feel much better, compared to the other days. Seriously.
In the past, he unknowingly made me feel like crap.
According to you
I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life

And....... I had friend B which helped me through that phase, with the..
But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
Thanks Edward. For the last time.
Hahah. But I honestly feel better now! Apart from the fact that school's starting tomorrow. Drama performance on Thursday. Talked about it with Darren. We're going to die of humiliation. BLEAHHHHHHH. And we were like cursing Kendrick and Alvin. Speaking roles, ugh. :/ We never get a chance. bleah.
WE WANTED TO FIGHT AND WE GOT CAST AS CALEFARE.
HOLY SHIT RIGHT.
BLEAHHHHHHH.
Anyway, blog soon, yeah? Love you guys.
You know you love me too,
-xoxo.

somewhere
too far for us to find.